What hurts the most

By Brittany Meyne What hurts the most Is the fact I can't say any of this to your face You act like you dont care The shinning hazel eyes I knew have faded away And what hurts the most Is that you said you loved me But what it feels like is that you don't anymore How close we used to be I always think about And now so far away I can't even see you near No matter what I still think about you And how we were Everytime I think about it, it brings a smile to my face And a laugh to my voice and a look in my face you'd never see anywhere else Then the thoughts end and I realized what has happened now. My smile fades and my laugh turns into a cry My look goes from happy to where I wanna die But what hurts the most Is that you know what hurts the most You leaving and somehow you always do I'm starting to think I'm just in your life for your pleasure of torture And how you always leave me for her What hurts the most Is i still love you and your love for me is few You don't care Not alot Not even a little bit Not enough to save me from drowning In my tears of sorrow So i guess i'll just have to swim and keep swimming to keep me here for tomorrow.